Friday, August 24, 2012

I pregnant!

Well I found out I was pregnant on the 10 of May, after about 3 months of trying and thinking that I couldn't get pregnant. When I finally did pee on the stick I saw those two pink lines and was rather shocked because I had convinced myself that I probably couldn't get pregnant since I was 33 and getting on. But looking at the pregnancy stick I realized that I actually could get pregnant and that I actually was pregnant,. Which as you could imagine shocked me incredibly. As soon as I found out I sent a picture of the pregnancy stick to my husband and I asked "I think I am pregnant". So finding out was a shock even though we were actually trying to conceive. Then began the task of finding out what I should and shouldn't be doing. That Sunday I smoked some pot and felt incredibly guilty, because after those months of frustration I honestly couldn't believe that I could actually do it. So then began the process of preparing for baby. Or at least mentally preparing for baby.